Feeling this way for someone is amazing, until you miss them so much it hurts...
I don't know the next move to make. They say a field such as photography is not for the weak or those who give up easily, which is why I am not letting these set backs affect me. I am hanging on and moving on, taking opportunities and networking as much as I can. Eventually there has to be a break through, right? I got a small dose of what it was like to live without worrying about money and now I'm back to the same position I was in before, only this time without a full-time job.
Half of the time I'm feeling this way and then half of the time I'm encouraging myself to push further. I envy my married friends and those in serious relationships that have a support system and someone that they can lean on who will encourage them, as well. This loneliness thing is starting to affect me more and more each day. I don't like feeling this way and I hope that it comes to an end soon.
When will it be MY time?!
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